Starlight Press

2001 Centenary, large format edition
This is Bapak’s brief, essential account of ‘the history of my journey in developing the latihan kejiwaan of Subud.’
The original, small, paper-back edition from which the text of this edition is taken, was published after Bapak’s death.
This 400 page, Centenary edition incorporates the same English text and contains over 800 photographs to help capture moments and scenes from Bapak’s life. Some of these photographs have never been seen publicly before.

Subud Publications International

The autobiography of an ordinary man in whom Subud brought out the hero, a pioneer who leaves many in his debt. Founder of the Subud group at Benaix in south-west France, Richard Millès is a man of the community – of his locality as well as of Subud – which gives an earthiness and solidity to his account. At moments, too, as when recounting the death of his daughter at twenty-one, he is both touching and magnificent.